Aren’t you glad the rollercoaster nightmare is over? Ha! You followed love blindly, foolishly. Yes you were an idiot and stayed on too long BUT you did get off finally. This is all part of your stubborness. You tried. You gave it your best shot. Happiness looks good on you. By now you should be surrounded with friends and sharing your life with some beautiful man who adores you.. He is out there. Have faith. Have patience. You deserve someone special. It feels good to be excited by a smile from someone who could be great. 2012 should bring a lot of change.
And if nothing has changed, future me.. you relapsed.. WTF? CHANGE IT. He won’t change you stupid fucking girl! Only you can break away. Repeat it.. HE WILL NOT CHANGE.





